Really need advice this is pathetic?

Wow reading this reminds me of me so bad. Exept my situation was even more sad and worse. This is called life man you get feelings for someone that doesnt share the same ones. My advice is are to get her 100% out of your life and you will slowly heal. Once you find that other person you will feel better bro. The girl i like is always going to be in my life but we are never going to be together the way i wanted. I hate college. :( just hang in there. Just dont pick your scar and let it heal over time. Thats all you can do ... i went through the same thing.